Sometimes it's good to just to have a day to think. I was in that position today. I was at work and the culmination of a lot of stress hit me all at once. I don't normally have to go home in the middle of the day, but today was different. I took this time to try to figure out what I want to do.
Every time something happens here I have this urge and need to get out. I know the grass is greener on the other side and all that. However, it's been something I have wanted to do. There are so many things I want to do. Things I know I can't anymore because I have waited too long. I'm single. No kids. Why shouldn't I move? I know, my parents are here. My friends are here. But isn't it time for a change.
I love the seasons changing. I love the leaves falling. I love the snow. I love love love broadway shows. I don't get to see nearly enough, and who knows... maybe walking around NYC would land me a role on one of my favorite shows, Gossip Girl. I would have said Sex and the City, however that ship has sailed.
I can see myself as Chuck Bass' girlfriend. I can be cunning and manipulative, it's all acting right? I would defiantly be a better girlfriend than Blair at least. Hell I would even help out the story line and also try to date and make out with Dan and Nate as well. What can I say I'm a giver. I would say that I would love to be on Glee, but they require talent and singing. I mean I can dance for the most part.... and act.... but sing. I sound like a large group of cats getting tortured.
Now I know that is wishful thinking and kind of a fantastical, but if one doesn't "dream big" wouldn't life be boring?
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