Day 22- Long day... Long night

My days sometimes never seem to end, and when they finally do and I can finally lay down and go to sleep I can't. I think of all the things that I have to do. I think of the things I want to do... and I just don't have time for it all. Sometimes I feel like this is too big of a sacrifice. I feel like I am neglecting my friends.

I would love some workout friends. My trainer gave me homework today too. It was to find someone to work out with. Someone with similar goals and drive. I know I'm not shy and can probably make friends with someone in the gym... but quite frankly.... I want one of my friends to step up and say... "You know what Alexi! I want to be right there with you" I would love to find a Zumba class that fit my schedule... but that's nearly impossible as that I don't ever stop working.

I would also like to get back into dancing. I loved to dance and I wasn't half bad. If I had just pushed myself I would have been great.

My dad and mom has always said to me that when I put my mind to something I usually accomplish it. And just today... well my manager said the same thing. He said that I must really want this. I do really want this. I will continue to push forward and reach my goal. I am finally starting to believe that I have more to offer than sarcasm. My trainer even said "The guy that gets me will be lucky because you won't be a bimbo with a hot bod." For the first time in a long time I actually believe that is true.