Day 33- Superbowl

This was a hard day. This is the day you are supposed to have chicken wings, chips, dip, beer, and all of the other nasty food you can think of. It doesn't feel right being on a diet during the superbowl.

Diet. I shouldn't even say that word. Sometimes it's hard to get in my head that it's not really a diet. I need to use what I am learning for the rest of my life. When I get that in my head one day of pigging out won't be as serious as it would be now. Hell I would probably eat less. One of my friends even suggested not saying that I lost weight... Instead say I got rid of it... Saying you lost something implies that you could find it again... I NEVER want to find it again.

I did a weigh in today... and no weight lost... no weight gain. I mean... no weight gotten rid of. The plus side is that I didn't put anything on. I'm going to stick with that. I have figured out something that could be causing this.... and am currently working on a solution. I don't want to go into gory details.. but it will be fixed.

I may start not writing every day. I feel like this blog is getting mundane and uninteresting. If I have something to say or just want to do a little shout out I will. I want to keep you all interested and keep you all motivated to live your life and to move forward. I still have my battles, some not even with food. I want this to be fun and motivational.... I don't want to make this a chore. I love you all and all the support that I have been getting. Please feel free to email me or text...whatever you need.

Thank you all for reading and I will be sure to post soon!