Day 14- 2 Weeks down.... 10 to go.

Wow. 2 Weeks down. I never really thought I would even make it a week. I really believe that it's the support that I am getting from my friends and family. For some reason I just feel like I don't want to let anyone down.

I have been very honest and candid with this blogging. Food addiction is not something that everyone understands and I really think that most people really understand what it's like. Cravings are just like needing a fix. Making good decisions about food is probably the hardest thing I can do during any one day. I have something to look forward to this weekend though. My cheat meal. It's really a hard thing to understand what the craving is for a sandwich... but it's so hard to explain. I can't wait to have it. That and French Fries.

Some days are easier than others. Today was ok. Just ok you ask.... yes just ok. It was bland, vanilla, beige if you will. It's better than a bad day right?

I really need a vacation and am looking forward to planning my cruise. I will have a new body and a new outlook on life. At least I hope so. A friend of mine said to me today "Don't let anyone get in your way. You are FINALLY taking care of yourself. I've never seen you like this before" I do have a need to help people. I sometimes feel that if I help someone else I'll find myself. I'm probably wrong. 2011 is going to be my year finally. I'm going to take care of myself. Eh who knows maybe I'm helping someone right now.